my blog has been finally revived! ahahh!!

so yeah, everywhere i go surely there's a person asking me "why you look so sad?" well i can't answer them. i'm better off with typing than saying it out. so read word by word, don't miss a thing.

The journey of our lives is still long.

however everyone will tell you that LIFE IS SHORT. yes, i'm not trying to say they're wrong, but because time flies so it seems that life's short i guess. once it passes, it will never return. cherish it, enjoy it and remember it. spend every moment laughing and smiling, don't worry bout what's going to happen next because

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. -Jeremiah 29:11

i spend this whole month, being sad over a misunderstanding. i was once a happy girl, but that misunderstanding struck me, then everything just came tumbling down. i was traumatized. yes, i shivered every time i enter church. i suddenly had low self-esteem. i was so fearful to serve the Lord. i was afraid people will start thinking i don't deserve to be there. nobody loves serving more than i do, but that situation stopped me wanting to serve. never did i know, i was just worrying about what people will think about me. i didn't even bother what the Lord thinks which is the most important thing. everywhere i go, negative thoughts just come flashing in my mind. situation got worst when it came to the very important night,Room77. yes indeed you're reading the right thing. i had to serve, i got so worried until i never put a smile on my face. then i walked into the sanctuary. my heart were uneasy, then i cried. i always wondered why things are just so hard for me. so don't come asking me about it again.

you just got to know, things happened because God wants you to be stronger and know that He is the greatest. sometimes, you just have to let go. how? that for you to find out. you have to believe He will be by your side and guide you there. have faith.

"Faith is not a feeling. Faith is believing without seeing." -Nick Vujicic

Life is like merry-go-round. it has its ups and downs.

so never think only your life has ups and downs. everybody has their own one. just that not all say it out. talking about saying it out, you should express yourself. don't keep it to yourself. you can't find solution this way. you can speak to god or your friends. you wouldn't know your friends been through it and has a solution. or maybe they are sent by God to help you? don't ever think god has abandon you. He's not. He's waiting for you to call for him and ask for it. He's never too far. He's just a prayer away.

So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. -Luke 11:9

fences may look ugly, but it doesn't mean it's useless.

what i'm trying to mean is, what so important about outer looks? what is the most important thing is the inner beauty. nobody is perfect on this earth. so what rights do you have to judge others? are you that perfect that u can criticise others? think about it yourself. you may look physically perfect, but somehow, somewhere in you has weakness and is imperfect. try looking at other's good points, there's no harm. if any of you judged anyone, better repent as God created us in His own image. to girls, its useless having long lists on types of guys you want. what for? when it comes to love, you can't control yourself who to love, you just fall in love. to guys, just accept girls just the way the are. they're perfectly made to be loved. =)

1"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

3"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. -matthew 7:1-5

So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them. -genesis 1:27

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