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WORLD CHILDREN'S DAY, INTERNATIONAL CHEF DAY
Written on: Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Time: 5:03 PM

so was called to help to build 'rumah atap' at the youth park.
it's for the 'WORLD CHILDREN'S DAY, INTERNATIONAL CHEF DAY'.
since it was like for charity, so why not?
called hui may along, so her mum was was kind enough to fetch us there for 3days right after school.

mirror mirror on the ground, who's the fairest of them all?

after the edit..

she go there waste time nia...

edited it too.


the bamboo we hammered until it looked like a mushroom.
LOL, it wasn't an easy task!


it was raining quite heavily on the second day, so we rested..
and i decided to snap around...

an edit of it


okay, this is not from the 'rumah atap' event.
it's from JOTA.


on the first day we did this.

on the way to the cafeteria.


yi heng sawing the bamboo


a little sneak peak of the interior of the 'rumah atap'

see! i did help... *shows tongue*

it's half done, just without the 'bumbung'

wonder why hui may likes this.

what is this?
LOL, i injured myself while tying the tripod stand for gateway.
result was the blood got stained on the jut. hahh!!

had to plaster it for a few days.


didn't manage to go to the opening ceremony.
so i couldn't take a picture of the complete 'rumah atap'.

signed off with ♥
jota joti 2009
Written on: Monday, October 26, 2009
Time: 4:25 PM

so now i'm gonna blog about the JOTA-JOTI camp.
it was held from 16th to 18th october 2009.
it was amazing i should admit?
name of our subcamp was Planet Shakers


members of Planet Shakers
PFS scouts : Kai Yann (pl), Cason Chong, Chin Quan, Beng Hai, Aaron Low, Jason Teoh, Jonathan, Wei Sheng, Daniel Quah, Ivan, Teik Min, Ryan


CGL rangers : Shanie (ps), Sing Yeh, Megan Cheah, Joyce Ung, Hui Min, Stephanie Joan, Caryn Yeap, Winnie Lee, Bernice Leow, Ivy Ho, Shia Wen, Jody Wong, Wen Thing, Sarah Chang, Joy Ong, Eunice Chor, Melanie


this was taken after the 'cabaran'
was super tired yet i can still do the jump.

jonathan was in the shelter behind me,
whereas cason, is sleeping on the second floor.

on the last day, was seriously exhausted!!
after two nights of sleeping at 1am, waking up at 5am,
i finally slept in the middle of the field, don't even care about the hot sun!

found a centipede and brought it to chee giap since his fish wanna eat it.
-_______________________________________-
ting choon feels it's cute when i ask chee giap, "sir, what is this?"
seriously i had no idea it was a centipede okayy!

our totem pole!
pretty aite? but unstable. LOL

this is so random!!
sing yeh being so blur, shanie drinking water and me with the fussy look!


winnie, me and worm!
second day of camp after modern cooking.
it was raining during the presentation of the food.
so i brought my herbal chicken that i've cooked for the competition up to the second floor.
enjoying it while others dacing in the rain!

best cooking for the camp!
chef for Planet Shakers : Joy Ong, Megan Cheah, Chuan Teik Min, and me!

me with all the trophies!!

we won :
Best Gateway; Best Totem Poles; Best dance; Best Cultural Night; Best Cooking; Best Log Book; Best Name Tag; Best Overall; Piala Pusingan.

a picture with cutie, Wei Sheng. haha!
the only guy in the picture!

morning inspection! *speechless*
was waiting so long just to be inspected. =.=

CGL rangers

part of Planet Shakers

after prize giving.

overall, it was tiring yet fun.
p.s : i hate bloggers! pictures upload became so blurr! argh!

signed off with ♥
long long post
Written on: Sunday, October 11, 2009
Time: 2:54 PM

spare myself sometime to blog.
so where i've disappeared to all this time? LOL.
don't worry, i was on earth still. wasn't out to outerspace.


JOTA camp first meeting.
still smiling, after that meeting,
*no comments*

visit to Happy Retirement Home on 26.09.09
no pictures. why?
busy entertaining old people. yayy!!
can't wait to go again. super joyride in the van with william(driver),yan yan(delray),melvin,shiawen,shirhoay,huimay.

was singing aloud,yelling "Selamat Hari Raya" to the malays, "Merdeka" to the non muslims.



did my folios.
super tiring i tell you!
ink also habis diguna.
so imagine how much i wrote!!!


i recycled!!
such a civillised citizen of Malaysia.
should win Nobel Prize or something.
xD


treated myself a cup of ice blended caramel from Coffee Bean.
after all the hardwork i've done, i guess i deserve it! haha


i tidied my table FULLSTOP
without my maid's help.
wonder what good she does as a maid to me.
LOL.
scratching perhaps.
she's a lazy maid by the way!
always on sick leave. *pfft*


me and my sister.
hard to take picture with her. SERIOUSLY
at least when she has gone back to KL,
i can take a look at this picture so i wouldn't miss her so much?
(this wouldn't happen for at least 1000yrs) hahahaha


a self reminder note.
well it does help when you try to curi tulang.
when you lift your head and sees this note,
you just can't bare to disappoint yourself and just continue study.


i got pissed thinking of the happenings for the last few weeks.
so i wrote this.
everything i thought of when i wrote it,
i left it on the note.
didn't want to claim it.
(hope you get what i meant)


penang was raining for the past few days.
was trying to open my umbrella,
the i cut my hand with it.
in case you don't know,
i'm suffering from HAEMOPHOBIA.
Haemophobia
Blood phobia (also, AE: Hemophobia, BE: Haemophobia) is the extreme and irrational fear of blood. Acute cases of this fear can cause physical reactions that are uncommon in most other fears, specifically vasovagal syncope (fainting)


you wouldn't wanna mess with me, SERIOUSLY.
consequences?
*points at picture above*
look at the red spot.

can't wait for exam to be over!
and continue reading it.
'How To Deal With Your Broken Heart' by Susan Tang


picture worth a thousand words.

'you call us crazy, i call us FRIENDS'
my personal quote.
i may be the eldest, the shortest, the most talkative, the craziest, the bully among us all,
I STILL LOVE THEM!
despite whether they love me or not.


last but not least,
R.I.P
shiawen
leaving behind : ang hui may, hu hui qing, koay shir hoay, mabel james, melanie p'ng, michelle yeoh.
as 'nobody has been kick out from the club' LOL
told you i dedicated a post to you! xD

signed off with ♥
just to keep you reading
Written on: Thursday, September 24, 2009
Time: 5:32 PM

so yeah stil on the raya break...

sis came back las sat, at first i thought it was a bad idea!!!
but after awhile, it wasnt that bad, really!
WE DIDN'T FIGHT! yet...
if it wasn't for her, i wouldn't have survive the break..
boredom does kill!!

sis ; me

*was looking at her msn conversation*
eh, y your msn font so hard to read mia?
got meh?
ya la
you know what porn (she actually meant 'font') is this?
0.o
then we laughed nonstop!! bwahaha
actually i said porn cause i was thinking of the name of the font which is porky, then accidentally combined porky and font, so porn lo...
_________________________________________________________________

so you going gurney tomorrow?
yeah! or else i'll rot at home! you wanna come?
can't la, wanna finish up my folio
wow, unbelievable!

and yeah, i actuali didn't go gurney today, was doing my civic folio. and now im stuck!!
i did it WITH MY OWN POINTS! i didn't cheat like some people *you know who u are! ;)*

ps: msn is very troublesome! always dc nia...

signed off with ♥
plans ahead
Written on: Thursday, September 17, 2009
Time: 7:34 PM

raya holiday plans :

1. sleep more! to replace the loss for these two weeks. [ ]

2. really study hard. *cross my heart to do so* =X [ ]

3. finish up moral and civic folio. (damn torturing) [ ]

4. start doing physics notes i stopped doing months ago! [ ]

5. finish the reports i'm suppose to finish weeks ago! [X]

6. tidy up my messy room. (need my maid to help me too xD) [X]

7. go out only once during the holiday. (this is real hard, but gotta ground myself) [ ]

8. get myself to exercise eg. swimming. (according to some people, it helps to make me taller ) [ ]

9. rush dad to buy me the DSLR he promised. [ ]

10. go out with aaron n steph (i think) to have a good talk. [ ]

11. photoshoots! *prays hard mum let me go* [ ]

12. eat less. (fat already) [ ]

13. blog more often. too little readers nowadays. [ ]





to those who gave me advice,
THANK YOU!
it helps alot. feeling way better now.

to that wiwo,
YOU'RE THE PAST. xD

to the two fella who cried on monday,
i don't know why you cried,
but THANKS for being there when i needed you both.
i couldn't ask for more from them. cause they are at their best already.

to the fella who pissed me off,
i know i'm capable of doing it.
even if i'm not, i'm ready to learn.
but if i'm not given a chance, how am i going to prove myself?

last but not least, to JESUS.
even though my world is tumbling down, i'll hold on to YOU.
cause i know, YOU WILL STILL LOVE ME, and YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE.



signed off with ♥
let it go...
Written on: Friday, September 11, 2009
Time: 7:49 PM

what i love most about standing in front of the sea is that when the waves come, it feels as though it swallows every burden you carried on your shoulders.

i love walking in the rain because when you cry, nobody notices it. you can cry as much as you like. at the same time, when you open your palms, you can feel the droplets of rain dropping.

travelling in the car or bus is fun too. when you look out the window, you see different view. you might get some scene people laughing, or even the trees swaying as the wind blows.

i love reading novels. yeah, shocking news i know. as you read, you tend to imagine yourself as the character. and that was the one moment you became another person. it feels like you know how would your life begin or even ended. of course, all of us want a happy ending to our very own book of our lives.

i know i'm not good at singing but somehow, i love singing in the crowd. nobody hears you. you shout it out, you sing out loud even you're out of pitch, they can't hear a single thing!

but what i like about myself, is yet to be discovered.

___________________________________________________________________________

so now, if you happen so to be sad or broken, you should get yourself back up. try doing things you know you'll love it. why would you want to spend a moment being sad knowing you could be happy enjoying yourself?

not all of our lives are filled with rainbows. even if it is, your life will be dull. why? because you will be sick of seeing it. imagine everyday, every meal you have is the same. wouldn't you get bored of it? that's why our lives have its own ups and downs. when you're feeling sad, you tend to complain. but when you overcome it, you will know why at that moment you have to feel sad. isn't it so?



when you're down to nothing, do know God is up to something.
friends abandoned you, everything you do seem to be wrong, everything just turn out not the way it should be. you just get upset about it. you cry your eyes out, hoping the situations were just a nightmare but you are wrong. nothing you do can change the past but what you do now affects everything in the future. so do not dwell in the past but move on. there's more to come in the future.

there's pain through the journey, but we have to endure. there maybe countless storms we have to go through, but the storms can't be compared to the beauty of the rainbow we will have after it. along the way, we might fall. but are you going to sit there and cry? no, you shouldn't! stand up to your feet and clean your wounds! you may be limping at the beginning, but once you're healed, you can walk or even run.

2through whom we have gained access by faith into this
grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God.
3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that
suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope.
5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our
hearts by
the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. -Romans 5:2-5
ps : i'm lazy to reply the chatbox

signed off with ♥
sunset...
Written on: Friday, September 4, 2009
Time: 8:50 PM

din update blog for quite sometime...
so i decided to post up 2pictures i took when i was on my way to teluk kumba.

the original


edit one

edit two

the second original picture

first edit


second edit


signed off with ♥
shortie
Written on: Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Time: 11:59 AM

deleted the previous post. it's bothering me there.

ps: io só chcieť za yncaelei χαρούμενος. lahkuma minua сам

signed off with ♥
addiction
Written on: Friday, August 21, 2009
Time: 9:10 PM

okayy, had domino's last week.
n guess what? dad brought me there again.
i think he's ADDICTED to it.

hahahahaha!! but its good too!!
i can keep goin there n eat as much as i like!!

i'm going crazy...
i wan....
dell studio 15
i like the design, veri unique...
chanel classic flap bag

i think my mum has a white one..
i think i stil wan a black 1...

and of cuz, a DSLR of my own.


signed off with ♥
above all , love
Written on: Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Time: 4:36 PM

had my oral test yesterday and it didn't turn out to be what i've expected.
i did better. hallelujah!
honestly, i've forgotten about it and my friend reminded me.
of course it was SCARY! but thank god for giving me the wisdom to choose something i actually fond of or maybe understand?

i've chosen a comprehension text on LOVE.
yes indeed love. so im kinda inspired by it to blog.
as usual a few pictures to lighten up the boring words.
it will bore you to death if you just read and read.



what is love? Love is exquisite, unique and pure. Have it cross your mind that since young, nobody has taught us what is love? You can't explain what is the feeling of love, can you? It is like being programmed into our minds so that we can recognise what is the feeling of it. Love is the best thing you can ever feel in a life time.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love. -1Corinthians 13:13

Love is not hurtful at all, what's hurtful is the actions of human being. It is right for parents to stop their child from being in a relationship. Most of you are gonna go against me. Hold your horses and don't rush into conclusion, think twice. What is the most important quality needed in a relationship? Commitment. Now, can you really commit yourself to one another? Can you support one another through thick and thin? Or even spending your time and money for the sake of the him/her? Let love grow by itself and not forcing it.

There are stages in a love life. You start of with the stage of aquaintances and ends with marriage. In between, you will have the stage of friendship and courting. If you start jumping the stages, you will not end well. it is like a baby wanting to run. If you straight run and not crawl, you will fall. it applies the same principal to this. So in your teenage years, why don't you socialize around and start new friendship bonds rather than having a relationship and get yourself hurt. (come to think of it, i'm like out of topic)

Whoever does not love does not know God, because
God is love. -1John 4:8


Do you know we have a Father who loves us so much that He sacrificed His own son? Out of love, He did it and saved our lives. You can't find anyone else who is willing to be nailed on the cross for you.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only
Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. -John
3:16

You feeling lonely, abandoned and nobody cares about you? Feeling neglected because you come from a broken family? I have an answer for you. JESUS LOVE YOU. He cares for you, He never neglected you even when everyone isolated you. He was always there through the storm in your life. Though you think you can see him, He sees it all. Every prayer you said, He heard. Every tears came rolling down you cheek, He saw them. Every problem you faced, He was there going through it with you.

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified
because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; He will never leave you
nor forsake you. -Deuteronomy 31:6

Though people do not understand about you, He understands, because you are His child. He created us in His own image. You can't find happiness in the world because they are just temporary. True happiness can be found in house of God,church. Many people think that christians are just plain old boring human beings. Well, correction to that please. We lived a happier life and full of purpose. A question from me to you. What is the purpose you're living on this earth?

Those that had wandered off, come back to the Lord. Even if you're a thousand steps away from Him, turn back and you're just a step away from Him because He is always with you.

He who does what is sinful is of the devil, because the
devil has been sinning from the beginning. The reason the Son of God appeared
was to destroy the devil's work. -1John 3:8


p.s : pictures are taken from http://zachchin.com
p.p.s : i'm not a love expert

signed off with ♥