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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 | 10:25 PM
after all... || Back to top, baby.

my blog has been finally revived! ahahh!!

so yeah, everywhere i go surely there's a person asking me "why you look so sad?" well i can't answer them. i'm better off with typing than saying it out. so read word by word, don't miss a thing.

The journey of our lives is still long.

however everyone will tell you that LIFE IS SHORT. yes, i'm not trying to say they're wrong, but because time flies so it seems that life's short i guess. once it passes, it will never return. cherish it, enjoy it and remember it. spend every moment laughing and smiling, don't worry bout what's going to happen next because

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. -Jeremiah 29:11

i spend this whole month, being sad over a misunderstanding. i was once a happy girl, but that misunderstanding struck me, then everything just came tumbling down. i was traumatized. yes, i shivered every time i enter church. i suddenly had low self-esteem. i was so fearful to serve the Lord. i was afraid people will start thinking i don't deserve to be there. nobody loves serving more than i do, but that situation stopped me wanting to serve. never did i know, i was just worrying about what people will think about me. i didn't even bother what the Lord thinks which is the most important thing. everywhere i go, negative thoughts just come flashing in my mind. situation got worst when it came to the very important night,Room77. yes indeed you're reading the right thing. i had to serve, i got so worried until i never put a smile on my face. then i walked into the sanctuary. my heart were uneasy, then i cried. i always wondered why things are just so hard for me. so don't come asking me about it again.

you just got to know, things happened because God wants you to be stronger and know that He is the greatest. sometimes, you just have to let go. how? that for you to find out. you have to believe He will be by your side and guide you there. have faith.

"Faith is not a feeling. Faith is believing without seeing." -Nick Vujicic

Life is like merry-go-round. it has its ups and downs.

so never think only your life has ups and downs. everybody has their own one. just that not all say it out. talking about saying it out, you should express yourself. don't keep it to yourself. you can't find solution this way. you can speak to god or your friends. you wouldn't know your friends been through it and has a solution. or maybe they are sent by God to help you? don't ever think god has abandon you. He's not. He's waiting for you to call for him and ask for it. He's never too far. He's just a prayer away.

So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. -Luke 11:9

fences may look ugly, but it doesn't mean it's useless.


what i'm trying to mean is, what so important about outer looks? what is the most important thing is the inner beauty. nobody is perfect on this earth. so what rights do you have to judge others? are you that perfect that u can criticise others? think about it yourself. you may look physically perfect, but somehow, somewhere in you has weakness and is imperfect. try looking at other's good points, there's no harm. if any of you judged anyone, better repent as God created us in His own image. to girls, its useless having long lists on types of guys you want. what for? when it comes to love, you can't control yourself who to love, you just fall in love. to guys, just accept girls just the way the are. they're perfectly made to be loved. =)

1"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

3"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. -matthew 7:1-5

So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them. -genesis 1:27

i don't know why i upload this but PICTURES FROM THIS
BLOG IS COPYRIGHTED.
any of the pictures seen copied or used, will be
sued. i never like people stealing my pictures. i've seen it once in
somewhere, and i got kind of angry. and you never like me when i'm angry. so ask
for my permission if you want it.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 | 9:17 PM

yay!! my mum's back...

cant believe im gonna say dis but I MISS HER!

well, i miss her voice actuali,

2days nobody nagging at me, nobody ask me to do dis n dat...

hahaha! now she's back n BACK IN ACTION...

yes she's nagging...i dont mind FOR NOW.

she's the best mum. why?

CUZ SHE NAGS AND LAUGH. she tends to laugh everytime,

cuz im there 2 piss her. ahahh!!

Sunday, June 21, 2009 | 4:32 PM
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! || Back to top, baby.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO EVERY DADDY ON EARTH!!
especially the world's greatest daddy, MY DADDY!
and also MY HEAVENLY DADDY!!

I LOVE YOU! ♥

a song i believe all fathers on earth will sing for their daughter or mayb son....

BUTTERFLIES KISSES


There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in herhair;
"Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time.
"With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said
"I'm notsure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...
gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterflykisses-
I couldn't ask God for more,
man this is what love is.


I know I gotta let her go,
but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

ps : i know daddy, you love me!

Monday, June 15, 2009 | 5:49 PM
another poem.... || Back to top, baby.

please tell me it isn't that hard,
to get you out of my mind.
it's really hurting my heart,
knowing you're no longer mine.

i don't know why,
i choose to leave you.
all i said was a lie,
is it too late to say 'I Love You"?

everytime i set my eyes on you,
there's no one else i could see.
i know guys like you are few,
yet, i didn't appreciate thee.

i lived looking at you from a corner,
it was never easy.
the girl you now love is her,
it breaks my heart cause it is not me.

even though we're meant to be,
forever my love for you will last.
just remember the memories you shared with me,
from now on, i will be your past....


wrote dis before i went to genting...
a few hours before...
lol..hope you guys love it,
n comment please! thanks!

Thursday, June 4, 2009 | 11:40 AM

pictures i edited las night bout 12plus AM!


before after

before

after

before

after editing 1

the 2nd 1..
dint know which to pick

before
this was taken when i was in telok kumbar..(sumthin lik dat)

after..

before

after

Monday, June 1, 2009 | 4:53 PM
dead or alive? || Back to top, baby.

i know blog's dead...


my ex chemistry teacher
MR. TEOH

a pic of ignite taken by me

sunset taken n edited by me


Thursday, May 21, 2009 | 4:51 PM
mid term havoc || Back to top, baby.

oh well, say
"BYE BYE" to my mid term...
haihx

Monday, May 4, 2009 | 4:34 PM

i might have less friends than you,
i might even have no true friends,
but i have ONE TRUE GOD,
BE JEALOUS!

p.s: stop using me...

Sunday, April 26, 2009 | 11:15 PM

ok, was reali pissed off just now...
was happy to check my blog
den all of a sudden, saw dat Guest wrote sumthin in my cbox...

never b4 any spam/write stupid things in my cbox kayy....
n to dat Guest,
say i lame, who more lame?
definately u without a 2nd thought...
so good at saying ppl,
wat bout urself??

chicken?? dun even dare to put ur name...
i choose not to be angry but i wont give up huntin u down til i know who r u...

ps :u wont like me being angry...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 | 6:03 PM
under construction... || Back to top, baby.

gonna get a need blogskin now!
sick of dis...
n a self created header...
after i get all my pics from dat WORM!!

n i cant believe im havin dis att...
dat whenever u scold me negative stuff...
i'l jus sit, listen n nod...
den in my heart, i wil be like "god bless u"
lol...
guess im not dat rebelious anymore??
n jus gotta have self control att...
=D




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